"Early Memories of Being Exposed to Mind Control & Associated Abuses & Mistreatment" Part 2

12.2.24 | Part 2: "Noreen" - Authored by Jon Anderson

Part 2: “Noreen”

Who is Noreen?

Noreen is one of my primary abusers. She was involved in abusing me during my teenage years, possibly earlier, and beyond. As far as I am aware, Noreen works for the domestic security services in the UK, although she isn’t limited to the UK alone. I have seen her at work halfway around the world in another country. Her behavior wasn’t restricted to mistreating and abusing British nationals alone. She was involved in organizing abuse against me and other people, including people from that country while she was there. Noreen either works for the private company/the division or she associates with them. They have sister companies and associated organizations around the world that they work with. She also has strong associations with the Freemasons. To give you an idea of what Noreen looks like, she is uncannily similar to the character Milner in the British version of the TV series Utopia. She looks similar, dresses in a very similar way, and her hairstyle is similar, which bizarrely has some importance. Noreen appears to be part of one of the ‘families’ within the security services. As far as I’m aware, I have only ever met one Noreen. When I first met Noreen, I didn’t know her name. I didn’t know her as Noreen until I was in my 20s, a significant number of years later.

It’s worth mentioning that the Milner who has been involved in my life since my teenage years at least, looks nothing like the character Milner in Utopia. Her appearance is entirely different.

On the Patio

The first time I have any memory of Noreen was being at someone else’s house and we were on the patio outside. She was teasing me about not being able to tie my laces. I think I was about six or seven years old at the time. She said she could tie her laces by then. This might not have been the first time she had been around me. In fact, a number of years later, I heard from someone that she had been involved in my life since I was one. However, I can’t remember her properly before this incident. I might have vague memories of her being around before then, but it’s difficult to put a timeframe on them at the moment.

Noreen and Abuse

Noreen started to abuse me when I was in my early teens, or possibly younger. I met her for the first time in someone else’s house when I was visiting. She was introduced to me as being a friend of that person. That person wasn’t involved in anything that happened to me. In fact, they were also a victim of abuses carried out by Noreen. They wouldn’t have known what she was doing to me, and they wouldn’t have been in any position to stop it, even if they knew it was happening.

Noreen was in her 30s or 40s at this point, I think. She was reasonably thin. She had long grey hair with a blonde fleck in it. I can remember a number of things happening before she abused me for the first time, or at least the first time that I can properly remember. I can remember her sitting down on a chair or a sofa in front of me and I was standing up. We were downstairs in the front room of the house that I was visiting. She was encouraging me to look at the blonde fleck in her hair. The next thing I can remember, we were upstairs. I had no idea how we got up there. We were in a bedroom, and I was standing up and she was on her knees in front of me. I can remember not knowing what was going on and I asked her how we got up the stairs. She said, ‘it’s magic’. I was young and I didn’t know what she was doing to me. She was on her knees in front of me performing a sex act on me. I asked her what she was doing. She said she wanted to drink some of my sperm. She had used some kind of hypnosis on me to put me under and take me upstairs. Whenever I was abused over the years, I was put under first.

When we were upstairs and she was abusing me, I became partially conscious, although I was still under. I was aware of where I was, and I was aware that someone was doing something to me. I had no memory of how we got upstairs. I don’t remember anything beyond what I have described. I don’t remember going back downstairs or what happened afterwards. I didn’t remember anything about the abuse when I was back in my normal state of consciousness. I believe the person whose house it was had also been left in a similar state of being under and didn’t remember anything that happened after the event. They hadn’t witnessed the abuse as far as I’m aware. They were left downstairs while it happened. This is the first time I can recall being abused by Noreen. The pattern for all of my abuse from this point onwards was similar. I was always put under first. I was left with varying degrees of awareness of what was happening to me. Sometimes I was aware of what was going on, but I was left unable to move and I couldn’t stop people from doing things to me. I would often try to tell them to stop, but they wouldn’t listen. I was left feeling terrified. Sometimes I was so far under I didn’t know what was being done to me. For the most part I was aware of what was happening when I was being abused. I was abused by multiple people over the years. Some of the people who abused me were being made to abuse me and they were also victims of abuse. They were put under and made to participate. They would have had no way of resisting this. The responsibility lay with the people who were coercing and directing them after they had been put into an altered state of consciousness which took their will and ability to make choices away from them. I couldn’t remember anything about the abuse when I was back in my normal state of consciousness. I didn’t recover any of these memories until I was well into my 40s.

Noreen turned up and abused me again on another occasion. I think I was older this time. I can remember becoming partly conscious, and we were in an upstairs bedroom in the same house. I was lying on my back on a bed, and I didn’t have any clothes on. My arms were pushed up behind my head as if they were tied to the bed frame behind me, although I don’t think they were tied. I can remember trying to move my arms and they weren’t moving normally at all. Noreen was on top of me, and she was attempting to have intercourse with me while I was lying there. I can remember feeling distressed, I didn’t know what was going on and I didn’t know how I had ended up in this situation. I wasn’t in a normal state of consciousness. I also felt as if I was unable to move. This might have been more than just the effect of her sitting on top of me. In years to come, on a number of different occasions, I was made to lie on my back or sit in a particular position and I was left unable to move, while I was under. She was having difficulty making the whole situation work. When it was over, she didn’t seem very happy about it. I think she was quite annoyed. She told me she wouldn’t be able to do that again for another month. I can remember her getting dressed and standing in the doorway, while she was talking to me. She left after that. I was left on the bed. I don’t remember what happened after that. I had no memory of what had happened, when I was back in my normal state of consciousness again.

I can remember Noreen sitting next to me on the sofa. I can remember her talking to me and asking me if I found her attractive. I said no. She replied by saying charming. I thought I might have offended her at this point, so I said she was attractive for her age, or something along those lines. I think I may have been 14 at this point. There was a considerable age difference between us. I think this may have happened before the incident I have described above, or it may have happened on another occasion.

On another day she took me to a local nature reserve. I was under for the whole trip. I can remember arriving there. Doreen and Ken were standing in the car park. I think it was in the afternoon. Doreen said they were just standing guard. She seemed to be trying to distance herself from what was going on. Noreen took me into the nature reserve, and we went into one of the enclosures. I can remember which enclosure we went to. I had visited the nature reserve a number of times and I had a favourite enclosure. There weren’t any animals in there on this occasion. She took me in and we met a man, who I learned a number of years later was a local Freemason, and a teenage girl who was with him. The girl might have been a year or two younger than me, or at least it seemed that way. Noreen and the man attempted to get me and the girl to have sex together in front of them. I was under, and I was being coerced. I didn’t want to do it, and I refused to take part. They continued to try to persuade me and pressure me into participating. I wouldn’t. I didn’t know what was happening. The girl was willing to go along with what she was being asked to do. The man she was with was in charge of her. She seemed to be in an unusual frame of mind. She spoke to me quite aggressively and attempted to pressure me into participating in the act with her during the incident. I am guessing she was almost certainly under, and she was being coerced and controlled by a much older man. In the end, this attempt to get us to have sex in front of them didn’t work out. I wouldn’t participate and I can remember the girl turning round to me, and saying quite aggressively, it’s your fault, meaning it was my fault the whole thing hadn’t worked out. I can remember the man saying that I needed a lesson in biology. He also said something like if it had worked out then we could have met each other again. She would have been my girlfriend, and we could have done this again. Because it hadn’t worked out then that wouldn’t happen. I think the girl was supposed to teach me about what was going on and possibly how this world worked.

I can remember leaving the nature reserve with Noreen and on the way out, we saw Doreen and Ken in the car park again. Doreen said to me, have you got a girlfriend? I think this was probably a reference to what had just happened although it hadn’t worked out. I can remember getting into a car with Noreen but after that I can’t remember anything. When I was fully conscious again, I had no memory of this incident.

As far as I’m aware, all of the abuse that has been carried out against me and other people over the years has happened when people are put under. So do a lot of the meetings and discussions that go on surrounding various events. It seems these organizations make use of putting people into an altered state of consciousness for various reasons. I think it’s pretty much standard practice in a lot of situations. I’m not sure what most people can remember afterwards. I’ve never been able to remember anything, however some people can. I think people possibly remember what they need to remember. I think I have deliberately been left with no memory of any of the abuse or any of the meetings or discussions until relatively recently. This might be because none of the organizations wanted me to be part of them, or it might be because of what they were using me for.

Why Did Noreen Abuse Me?

I believe the abuse was part of making me someone who would or could work for her. I believe it was a process some of these people put a young person through. Years later, I heard rules relating to how you make someone able to work for you. At least some organizations or groups of people in this world used some form of abuse to make a person part of their group of people and enable them to work for them. The person who is being abused has no choice in the matter. They are not consenting to having the abuse carried against them and they are not consenting to having to work for these organizations in whatever capacity they are being forced to. I don’t think the abuse Noreen was subjecting me to was just about abuse for her own gratification. There seemed to be more to it than that.

Noreen admitted to carrying out abuse against me on a number of occasions to various people in different situations over the years. This included in Britain on at least one occasion seemingly by accident, and possibly on another occasion in front of her colleagues or seniors. When I worked in another country a number of years later, she admitted that she had organized the rape of another woman. That woman was my girlfriend at the time. She was involved in organizing a significant amount of abuse against me in this environment and she had involved other people in this who were forced to participate almost certainly against their will. She had also abused me directly herself on at least one occasion while I was working there. I also heard Noreen say in a meeting that she thought she had made me ‘a person’, which would probably mean I would be under her control and able to work for her or should we be able to use me for things, according to the rules that are applied within these organizations. Apparently, she hadn’t, but she thought she had. I think she was referencing things that had happened when I was younger, including the incidents of abuse. I think this was supposed to make me ‘a person’. For some reason it didn’t. Other designations include ‘workers’ or ‘agents’. When I was approximately 20, someone else thought they had made me into someone they could make work for them by carrying out an act of abuse against me. This also didn’t work out the way they expected. I think in these instances these specific acts are supposed to be symbolical of something or ritualistic. I think they are about more than just abuse for the sake of it. I’ve heard a number of different reasons given for people being abused over the years. As well as being used as part of some kind of initiation into making it possible for people to work for them, I learned that abuse was also used as a form of punishment and as a way of humiliating someone. I even heard someone say that it’s used as a reward sometimes. However, I’m not so sure, as it is done to someone while they are under and without their consent.

Who Was the Girl in the Nature Reserve?

The organization that the man belonged to, the Freemason’s, used teenage girls or young women to work for them in various ways, which included making themselves available to have sex with them and other people. I met at least four of these young women over the next few years. I was made aware on several occasions over the years that the same organizations are supposed to rape their ‘daughters’ by the time they are 13. They tried to involve me in more than one of these incidents when I was a teenager, and I refused to participate. I believe some of the young women they are assaulting go on to be the young women they make work for them. The term ‘daughters’ could literally mean one of their own daughters in some cases, and it did in at least one case that I am aware of. In this incident it was other people who were planning to rape this man’s daughter. I think they were intending to hold it over him as a threat. I get the impression if he wasn’t willing to go along with what they wanted him to do then they would request his daughter every week. Once she had been raped in the way they were intending to carry it out, then they would be able to request her every week and she would have to make herself available. I think if he did what he was expected to do then they wouldn’t request her. The term ‘daughters’ could also refer to any young women they intend to make work for them, it doesn’t necessarily have to be their biological daughters. The term ‘daughter’ might also indicate that that particular person is under someone else’s control. The terms ‘father’ and ‘brother’ are used in other circumstances in reference to people who aren’t necessarily someone’s biological father and brother. I have heard the term ‘father’ used to reference to the person who might have put someone into the system and into this world. They would have a degree of control over that person. I have written more about this elsewhere.

I am also aware of someone else they attempted to force into having to work for them when she was in her early to mid 20s, although I think they had been significantly involved in her life before this point. They trafficked her to the UK from her own country. She was held here against her will. In order to make her able to work for them, they had to ritualistically rape her four times. Apparently, these are their rules. Every group of them who wanted to make use of her supposedly had to carry out the same ritual. She was raped in this way by at least two different groups of people. One of those groups were working in conjunction with the private company/the division who were part of the domestic security services. They were working together and attempting to share her. People connected to the private company were involved in raping her. Part of working for the Freemason’s meant making herself available to sleep with them if they wanted to on a weekly basis. She didn’t have any choice in this. All of this was done against her will. The people who had brought it to Britain held her under their control for the duration of her time in Britain and beyond.

Noreen a Few Years Later

A number of years later, when I was 16 or 17, Noreen turned up at a place that I frequently visited to pursue a hobby. She turned up to talk to me, and someone else there who was involved in my mistreatment on a number of occasions. For the purposes of this account, I will say that my hobby was playing softball, and I used to visit a softball club on the outskirts of my hometown on a regular basis. The manager of the softball club, who was a Freemason, seemed to know who she was. A lot of things were going on at the softball club, and a lot of other people who were involved in what was going on and what was happening to me turned up there at various points. These people included members of the local security team, people who worked for the private company/the division and other associated individuals, as well as local Freemasons.

I can remember on one of the days she turned up she walked around like she owned the place. She was very confident, assertive, and certain about her actions. In fact, unusually so. She behaved like she was in charge, and she seemed to be very comfortable and certain about that. There wasn’t much, if any hesitancy in her behavior. Again, this was unusual. She didn’t run this establishment, and I hadn’t seen her there before. As far as I was aware, she didn’t attend there regularly, but she had no problem walking around the other side of the counter, to the side the cash register was on, which I imagine would be a ‘no no’ anywhere else and walking into the office at the back of the club. The man who ran the place wasn’t exactly a soft target.

I was sitting in the customer area of the club when she did this, and her behavior surprised me. She spent some time talking with the manager in the office and then came back out to the front with him. When they came back out, they engaged me in their conversation. The manager commented to her, that I could do with ‘popping my cherry’, which was an inappropriate comment to make in its own right. She commented that I had already done that sometime ago, and that she had done it herself. I don’t think she intended to say this. I think this was a slip of the tongue and she looked like she didn’t mean to say it, straight after. She had just admitted to what she had done to me years before, which was to engage in sexual activity with me. I would have been under the age of consent at the time. She had admitted to this in front of at least one other person. She left after this. I think she went on to regret this admission. However, things didn’t work out in my favor despite what she had seemingly unintentionally admitted.

The manager of the softball club was a Freemason, and he was involved in everything that was happening to me. In response to this information, he put me under, and I assume he asked me about what had happened. I don’t know if it was on the same day but I’m guessing it was. I remember sitting down in the corner of the customer area. I can remember coming back around again and as I was coming back around; he was referencing a particular incident that he had just found out about. I can remember him saying we can find out who that is. He was making reference to the incident in the nature reserve. He seemed quite excited by what he had just found out. I can remember him also saying they would use that information against her, and I think they intended to make her do something for them or work for them in some way. I think he was going to use what he found out to set her up. He made a reference to the fact that I had been abused and if I had already been abused it was okay for people to abuse me again. This isn’t the only time I heard this rule or idea. I heard it from other people in Britain, and I heard it in another country too.

The incident the manager was making reference to, wasn’t the same incident that she had seemingly accidentally admitted to. When I was under, I think he had asked me about any other incidents or all of the incidents where she might have abused me. This isn’t the only time this kind of thing happened. I can remember being put under on other occasions and people asking me questions about who someone was, for example, or various other things, and I can remember answering them. Somehow, I was able to remember certain things when I was under and I was being questioned, things that in my normal state of consciousness I couldn’t remember anything about. The incident he was talking about happened when she took me to a local nature reserve. I think the manager of the softball club believed the man who had been there with the girl, was part of the same organization that he was part of, although in another area. This is why he had commented he could find out who he was.

I can remember Noreen turning up again. I can remember the manager saying they were going to make her work for them. I didn’t know what he meant by this. I can remember standing outside, and something happened with her. I think they might have got her to push me over. I think they asked me to do something to her, but I refused to. I don’t know what pushing someone over means exactly, but it’s happened to me a number of times over the years. It means something or is symbolical of something to organizations that operate in this world. I’m guessing they had her set up at this point or at least they thought they did. They were using the situation as leverage against Noreen.

They showed no concern for what had happened to me at all. There only concern seemed to be setting Noreen up and using the abuse as leverage over her. In fact, the Freemasons were involved in this whole world of abuse. They were one of the organizations involved in carrying out. I was made aware of the rule that if you have been abused before then you can be abused again.

Noreen After This

I saw Noreen in a number of different places after the incident at the softball club, over the next decade or so. I saw her in a number of different places when I was still at school, when I was a student, when I moved to a different city, and in another country. I also saw her when I returned from another country. She played a significant part in my life, and not in a good way, during these years. She had been involved in at least some incidents of organizing further abuse against me, and the abuse of other people. I will cover all of these other instances in different sections of my account. The last time I can remember seeing Noreen was in a meeting in 1999 or 2000. I can’t remember seeing her in person after that, but it doesn’t mean she wasn’t still involved in my life. I only became aware of her presence in at least one situation over the years, because things weren’t going the way they were planned to go, and she had to show her face to try to deal with the situation. If things had gone to plan, I might never have seen her there.

Things got much worse as I got into my mid teenage years and beyond. The same organizations and associates were involved. I will discuss all of those situations in other articles.

Conclusion

The incidents that I have described in this article marked the beginning of the near complete destruction of my life. At the age of 16 or 17 I was thrown into an abuse ring by a member of The Private Company and the abuse just got worse from that point onwards. The impact of the use of mind control hypnosis/programming/the system also got worse over the years. At the age of 21 my health started to go into a decline because of things that members of The Private Company and associates had done to me using mind control hypnosis/programming/the system. They told me about this on more than one occasion a number of years later. They told me they were taking my health away by bit. This would have been done using ‘the system’.

In 1998, after going through an intense period of abuse and further decline in my health, my health crashed very significantly, and I could no longer work. I lost my job, my friendships, my relationship and all of my opportunities going forward into the future. I returned home and struggled to look after myself for a couple of years, all the while I was still being mistreated and abused, and I was still being worked on using mind control hypnosis/programming/the system. In 2000 my health crashed again, and I could no longer look after myself. However, they still wouldn’t leave me alone and they have continued to work on me ever since. From the year 2000 I lived in near complete isolation. I have been left severely fatigued and can’t manage to do very much for myself. People have regularly turned up over the years and have done further things to me. I was told they didn’t want me to leave my house. It wasn’t until 2020, when someone intervened and pointed out to the people who were mistreating me, that I wouldn’t manage what they were doing to me anymore if I wasn’t able to leave my house. Since then, I’ve been able to get out for a few hours every day. I go to a relative’s house nearby before returning home. My social life is still very significantly limited.

They could stop what they are doing to me literally in an instant, but they don’t. In fact, on one occasion someone did step in and stop one of the processes that I was being put through. Almost instantly I started to feel better although I was still left with all of the underlying health problems that have accumulated over the years. For a few weeks I felt that my health might actually be very slowly improving, and then they put me straight back into another process/system and things went downhill again.

In one of the meetings over the years they said they were going to leave me in the system and let the system kill me so the system would have killed me, and they wouldn’t have. To put this more simply, they were expressing that they intend to leave me to go through the same processes that they are putting me through and let those kill me rather than having to do that to me themselves. I don’t know whether they actually meant this, although there is some evidence to support this through further actions over the years. However, my health is getting worse, and I don’t think I will survive what they are doing to me. I think what they are doing to me will literally kill me. I imagine it will significantly shorten my life span as well as having left me unable to have any kind of quality of life since the year 2000. Before then it was limited.

Mind control hypnosis/programming/the system has been used to literally torture and torment me for decades now. My health has been completely depleted, I’ve been left in near complete isolation, and I have been put through prolonged processes and systems which have had a massive physical and mental impact on me. These processes have been entirely destructive not only to my health but to my life overall. I don’t think it’s necessary to do any of this or anyone.

Some of the things they have done to me to cause me physical torture include stiffening up all of the muscles around my body over a prolonged period of time. This has caused me significant problems with mobility, pain and discomfort. They have made it very difficult for me to get comfortable sitting down or in bed. My range of movement is significantly limited and it’s getting worse. I am regularly exposed to sleep deprivation. I am left feeling very fatigued. They also strongly interfere with the way I feel and the way I think on a regular basis. This barely scratches the surface of what they do to me on a day-to-day basis. I will cover this in much more detail in a separate article.

It is a horrendous form of enslavement. I can’t disconnect myself from it. It’s up to them to do that and stop what they are doing to me. They haven’t shown any interest in doing that and things have just got worse over the years. These people are as bad as Mengele and associates. In fact, they are modern versions of them. I understand these organizations, or their predecessors, gave refuge to some of these people after the war and learned from them. They went onto use what they learned from these people against their own populations. These organizations are not your friends, they are traitors to their own people and nations, and they are effectively the enemies of the ordinary person. There is nothing good that comes out of any of this for the general population.

The abuse and mistreatment extended well beyond me, to a lot of other people. Other people I went to school with were also targeted by the same organizations. When I was working in another country, the organizations that were involved in mistreating and abusing me were operating in collusion with similar organizations from other countries. They operate internationally. There were also people from other parts of Britain that were being mistreated and abused by them. They seem to have a presence in several different parts of Britain at least. They are very well organized, and they are widespread. I have covered what happened to me in another country in more detail in other sections of my account.

I didn’t remember anything that had happened to me until I was in my mid 40s. I am in my early 50s now. I believe mind control hypnosis/programming/the system was used so I wouldn’t be able to remember what had happened to me when I had been put under. This wasn’t necessarily the case for other people. Some people could remember at least some of what had happened to them, some of the time. They made references to it over the years that I didn’t understand because I couldn’t remember any of it. However, I don’t know how much they are able to remember or if they are able to remember all of the time. I think people are probably made to remember and made to forget as the people who are working on them require them to. This would be done through the use of mind control hypnosis/programming/the system.

I don’t think I have remembered everything that has happened to me. I think I have remembered what I have been allowed to remember so far. I think there are a lot of memories from before the age of 10 that I have yet to recover, and probably from later in my life too. After beginning to remember things I felt driven to tell my story. I believe this may well be an effect of mind control hypnosis/programming/the system. I don’t know why someone might want me to remember and tell my story. However, I am driven to and that’s exactly what I’m doing. From a personal point of view, it’s all I can do to try to deal with the situation and try to find some way out of it. I would be very interested to hear from anyone who knows anything about disconnecting yourself from the mind control hypnosis connection/programming/the system.

Thank you for reading. I will cover other parts of my account in separate articles.

-Authored by Jon Anderson

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