S5E77 | Dr. Juliette Engel - Project MONARCH, Breaking Mind Control, Dissociative Alters, & Sparky
Episode Outline, Introduction Excerpt, and Overall Summary
S5E77 | Dr. Juliette Engel - Project MONARCH, Breaking Mind Control, Dissociative Alters, & Sparky
Episode Outline:
Introduction of Dr. Juliet Engel
- *See quoted Introduction Excerpt below*
Overview of MK Ultra and Recent Document Release
- Newly unredacted 1,200-page CIA document revealing MK Ultra operations
- Confirmation of program details, perpetrators, and methodologies
- Use of LSD and evolution into mass mind control tools
- Connection to bioweapons, mRNA research, and genocidal agendas
- Corroboration of survivor testimonies through factual government evidence
Personal Testimony and Childhood Experiences
- Early sexual abuse and trauma beginning at age 4
- Forced secrecy under threat of familial death
- Psychological fractures leading to dissociative identities (DID)
- Use of “memory blocks” as survival mechanism resulting in amnesia
- Multiple safe-house relocations and altered identities during childhood
- Description of rituals and psychological torture, including sex magic programming
Journey of Remembrance and Healing
- Struggles to recall trauma starting at age 30 after childbirth
- Challenges in therapy: flooded memories and PTSD
- Importance of professional, careful memory recovery targeting compartments one by one
- Warning against hypnosis and rapid forced retrieval of memories for survivors
- Experience with stigma and misdiagnosis in mental health systems
- Role of faith, connection with God, and spiritual armor in recovery process
Examination of Dissociative Identity Disorder through Sparky
- Explanation of alters as compartmentalized identities protecting the psyche
- Introduction of Sparky persona: a brave, resilient child warrior
- Dissociation as a powerful, natural defense enabling survival and remote viewing
- Role of imagination and internal worlds in enduring trauma
- The transition from childhood dissociation to adult challenges integrating identities
Broader Societal and Systemic Context
- Use of government power for systemic abuse, trafficking, and mind control
- Historical ties to Nazi war criminals and secret government programs
- Ongoing trafficking, recent mass movements of children, and government contracts obscuring accountability
- Cultural weaponization of fear via media manipulation, pharmaceuticals, and manufactured crises
- Suppression of knowledge about human potential and supernatural resilience
Messages of Hope, Empowerment, and Advocacy
- The individual’s power through free will, soul connection, and spiritual righteousness
- Collective healing begins in small personal acts and communities
- The necessity of safe spaces for whistleblowers and survivors
- Encouragement to educate oneself using documented evidence and survivor narratives
- Recognition of mental health professionals’ critical role in compassionate, informed care
- The transformation of survivors into eloquent advocates offering grace and guidance
Information on Dr. Juliette Engel’s Work and Resources
- Recommendation to read *Sparky* alongside the MK Ultra documents
- Summary of *Angels Over Moscow* and *Moscow Traffic* focused on trafficking and crime evolution
- Juliette’s experience running underground railroad and shelters for trafficking victims in Russia
- Support options: purchasing books, sharing survivor stories, and spreading awareness via social media
- Linkages to additional survivor resources and advocacy groups
Closing Reflections and Call to Action
- Gratitude for survivor voices and shared wisdom
- Importance of continued conversation, education, and community solidarity
- Empowerment through knowledge, truth, and spiritual connection
- Encouragement to support survivors, allies, and advocates with kindness and openness
- Looking forward to further storytelling, healing, and activism on future episodes
Introduction Excerpt:
“Today I’m honored to have back on the show for a second time: MK ULTRA, satanic ritual abuse, and organized abuse survivor, overcomer and thriver, loving mother, published writer and author, content creator and podcaster, Physician and Radiologist turned activist, Founder of the Angel Coalition and Co-Founder of Women and Children First and the Babushka Brigade, Star Fort enthusiast, award winner of the University of Washington School of Medicine’s prestigious Humanitarian Award, and absolute inspiration: Dr. Juliette Engel
A little bit about Juliette in case you missed her first episode or if you’re new here:
Born in into a family entangled with OSS/CIA/NSA operatives, Juliette’s childhood was stolen by the CIA’s sinister MK ULTRA program. At the tender age of six, she was sold by her father into a world of mind control, sexual abuse, and satanic ritual abuse she would later come to know as “Sex Magick.” Subjected to relentless physical and psychological torture, her early years were a crucible of pain, designed to fracture her mind and mold her into a tool for the agency’s dark agenda. Yet, within this darkness, a spark of resilience flickered - a spark that would one day ignite a blazing path of redemption.
At seventeen, Juliette’s courage and instinct for survival propelled her to escape, barefoot and with nothing but her will to live. With no memory of her harrowing childhood due to trauma-forced amnesia, she forged a new life, driven by an inner strength she scarcely understood. She put herself through college and medical school, becoming a respected physician and radiologist. In Seattle, she built a successful practice, her professionalism and compassion earning her acclaim. But beneath this veneer of achievement, her past lay dormant, waiting to resurface.
The resurfacing of her childhood memories was agonizing, yet, Juliette transformed this pain into purpose. Her memoir, ‘Sparky: Surviving Sex Magick’, and its sequel, ‘Angels Over Moscow’, chronicle her survival and her fight against trafficking, earning her recognition as a bestselling author. Her third book, ‘Moscow Traffic’, further amplifies her voice as a whistleblower and advocate.
The first time Juliette was on, we talked about her early childhood years - including the complex and dynamic generational pattern of abuse and NSA connections to her family, the history of MK ULTRA and it’s governmental infiltration origins in Operation Paperclip, blackmail, sex magick, and remote viewing - which were just a few of the ways Juliette was programmed to be used for in MK ULTRA, Disney, Stanford Research Institute, and other locations Juliette was taken to for programming and abuse, the importance of reclaiming free will, and so much more. I will have that episode linked in the show notes and encourage you all to watch that episode before or after this episode for additional context to what we will be discussing today which will be a continuation of where we left off last time.
Today, we will be diving deeper into Juliette’s story and into her experiences of recovering memories, contending with dissociative identities including one in particular named Sparky, healing and diagnosing, not losing hope along the way, and so much more. Juliette’s life is a testament to the indomitable human spirit, a story of surviving unimaginable horrors to become a healer, advocate, and a beacon of hope for countless others. Her journey from MK ULTRA victim to change-maker is a powerful reminder that healing is possible, even from the deepest wounds. Juliette’s life radiates courage, compassion, and an unwavering belief in the power of truth to transform lives. As she writes, “The spark of spirit cannot be extinguished.” Through her fearless advocacy, soul-stirring words, and boundless love, Juliette blazes a trail for survivors to rise, reclaim their power, and illuminate the world with their unbreakable brilliance.”
Overall Summary:
This profound and deeply moving episode is an extended (second) interview with Dr. Juliette Engel, a courageous survivor, whistleblower, and advocate who endured horrific MK Ultra-related satanic ritual abuse and mind control programming as a child. Juliette’s testimony offers a rare and searing glimpse into the harrowing world of government-sponsored trauma-based mind control, the devastating psychological aftermath, and the inspiring journey of healing, faith, and empowerment that follows.
Born into a family embedded with covert operatives connected to the CIA, NSA, and other intelligence agencies, Juliette’s early childhood was violently stolen by a sinister program known as MK Ultra, which was part of the U.S. government’s psychological experimentation and mind control operation. From the brutally young age of six, she was sold by her own father into a web of sexual abuse, satanic ritual abuse (sex magic), and psychological torture designed to shatter her mind and will, weaponizing her as a pawn for a dark and malevolent agenda. This trauma triggered profound dissociation and repressed traumatic memories, resulting in decades of amnesia regarding her formative years.
Despite the unspeakable horrors she endured, Juliette’s remarkable inner spark of resilience remained unextinguished. At age seventeen, she bravely escaped barefoot, with no possessions other than her stubborn will to survive and rebuild. She painstakingly constructed a new life, attending college and medical school, ultimately becoming a respected physician and radiologist in Seattle. Her outward success masked the lurking pain and suppressed memories that would later resurface to challenge her mental health and life itself.
The interview delves into the complexities of her healing journey, where resurfacing memories triggered dissociative identity disorder (DID) and overwhelming waves of trauma, making everyday life a fragile balance between recovery and despair. Juliette shares a poignant moment from 1980, when she first confronted the dark reservoir of her past during a psychiatric session—unable to remember her own parents but desperately clinging to fragments of identity to stay afloat. Her first drawing from that session, an expression of her inner turmoil, powerfully symbolizes the fragmentation and pain left behind by trauma-based mind control. It serves as a testament to the invisible wounds of survivors and the difficulty in integrating fractured identities born from extreme abuse.
Significantly, the interview highlights a recent milestone: the release of a 1,200-page document by the U.S. National Security Archive confirming and detailing the existence of MK Ultra and its horrific operations. This official governmental acknowledgment provides vital validation to survivors like Juliet and allies striving to expose this hidden history. The documents reveal names and roles of key perpetrators—CIA officials, "Project Monarch" overseers, and the sinister involvement of pharmaceutical companies like Eli Lilly, which supplied large quantities of LSD used in programming and the eventual proliferation of psychotropic drugs like Prozac. The interview exposes how these dark agendas have evolved, interlinking government experiments with massive societal mind control using drugs and psychological manipulation.
Juliette also recounts the chilling roles played by figures such as George Hunter White, who preyed upon her family and enforced brutal sexual and psychological torture, setting in motion mechanisms of memory suppression under threat of fatal consequences for loved ones. The interview reveals the staggering geographic scale of MK Ultra programming, with safe houses and operations spanning the United States, Mexico, Canada, and abroad, including involvement with foreign children exploited to avoid U.S. legal protections. The intergenerational legacy is further darkened by connections to Nazi operatives brought into the U.S. after World War II, forming the brutal “army” that perpetuated the abuse and trafficking networks affecting families like Juliette’s.
Highlighting the intricate complexities of psychological damage inflicted on victims, Juliette explains how dissociation served as a survival strategy—multiple identities or “alters” created to partition unbearable trauma. Some alters, such as Sparky, a warrior child persona she created at age ten, embodied strength and defiance in the face of overwhelming darkness. Sparky represents not only an alter but a beacon of hope and a source of empowerment, illustrating how survivors navigate fractured realities to endure and eventually fight back. Through imaginative escapes like Sparky’s Scottish highland horse rides (her bicycle), Juliet illustrates how children employed fantastical dissociation to endure horrors they could not otherwise mentally bear.
The conversation beautifully weaves in the spiritual dimension of her journey, emphasizing how her faith and connection to God sustained her through the darkest moments. Despite being raised in the midst of satanic ritual abuse and persecution for seeking faith, Juliette’s soul-cloak of righteousness and belief in divine healing stand as pillars of her survival and recovery. She stresses that healing from such trauma is an individual, deeply spiritual process that requires reconnecting with one’s free will, inner power, and soul essence—the “most powerful” force against institutionalized darkness. This message shines as a radiant call to survivors and society to reclaim their autonomy and participate in collective healing.
Emma and Juliette discuss the urgent need to educate mental health professionals to distinguish dissociative identity disorder (DID) from misdiagnoses such as schizophrenia or bipolar disorder. Proper understanding and sensitive handling of trauma memories are lifesaving. Too often, survivors are dismissed or labeled “crazy,” pushing them toward despair and suicide, which tragically claims many lives. Juliette shares the heartbreaking statistic that several of her cousins who were ensnared in the programming took their own lives, underscoring the profound importance of compassionate, trauma-informed care. The interview reveals how premature or reckless attempts to “recover memories” through rapid hypnosis or inadequate therapy can overwhelm survivors, instead of fostering healing.
The discussion also touches on systemic issues such as the weaponization of fear via media manipulation, manufactured crises, and social division, which maintain power structures by keeping people small, scared, and disempowered. Both women advocate for community-driven empowerment, free thinking, and the dismantling of the “cosmic egg” of limiting thought patterns imposed by oppressive systems. They passionately affirm that the strength to break these cycles lies in individual and collective courage, connection to truth, and the refusal to be controlled by fear or false narratives.
Juliette’s prolific literary contributions—including her memoir “Sparky: Surviving Sex Magic” and her subsequent works “Angels Over Moscow” and “Moscow Traffic”—serve as powerful tools in her advocacy. These writings chronicle her personal journey, expose the global human trafficking networks she fought against as an activist working in Russia, and dramatize the intertwined realities of child exploitation, organized crime, and abduction. By sharing these stories, Juliette provides invaluable insight and validation for other survivors and educates the public on an underrecognized global crisis.
Throughout the interview, the tone remains inspirational, focusing on resilience, hope, and the power of healing despite profound trauma. Juliette’s story affirms that no darkness can extinguish the human spirit’s spark; instead, that spark can ignite movements of compassion, awareness, and transformation. The episode closes with calls to action encouraging viewers to read the released documents, share them widely, support survivors by engaging with their stories and work, and nurture their own spiritual and emotional strength.
Previous Episode with Dr. Juliette Engel:
S5E75 | Dr. Juliette Engel - Surviving MK ULTRA Sex Magick, Blackmail at Disney, & Project STARGATE
S5E77 | Dr. Juliette Engel - Project MONARCH, Breaking Mind Control, Dissociative Alters, & Sparky