"Surviving Easter Time" - Written by Masonic Ritual Abuse Survivor, Poppy Joy
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Surviving Easter Time
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I have been invited by Emma Katherine to be a guest writer on Substack and I feel deeply honored to contribute. I have the hugest heart for survivors of Satanic ritual abuse and those who support us and contribute towards ending this depravity once and for all.
My main experience is intensely remembering over the last 18 months with the unconditional loving support of Marie Freeman, who is a Journey practitioner, here from New Zealand. I know I would not be alive today if it wasn’t for her steadfast support.
I am a qualified counsellor and have received training in small group facilitation and studied traditional herbal medicine. I was a retreat co-facilitator for individuals seeking to heal from depression, anxiety, stress, grief until 2017 when my own memories came up strongly and I was unable to work. My body was unable to function correctly due to what was imprisoned inside myself in isolated compartments of amnesia.
I am still very much on my healing journey and imagine that it will be ongoing for the rest of my life. I now know it is a miracle that I am alive, and it is now a miracle that my voice is beginning to be heard and that the systems of abuse are being eliminated, through survivor healing, disclosure and our enormous courage of heart. Let’s keep going.
I am thinking and feeling for survivors, particularly as Easter approaches. It is an extended sacrifice season and most of humanity isn’t aware and refuses to be aware of it. They do not know that their celebrations are for loosh harvesting as rituals are performed at the same time. It has felt desperately dark at times, and I have been using all my tools and resources to get through this time.
I know it will be the same for so many survivors too. I find that memories surface around the same time of year as the initial traumatic experiences originally happened. Easter is by far the most difficult time of year for me, followed by the Christmas and New Year season and my birthday at the end of November each year.
I have let those closest to me, who all live far away from me know that it is a tough time and I am working on forming more supportive networks where I can turn to and can also be there for others. I do my best to nurture myself at this time. I don’t have a partner, or anyone close who is local, but I do have a precious cat who is a sweet soul mate for me.
I was recently a guest on ‘The Imagination Podcast’ and addressed suicide programming with the presence and perspectives of Marie, the Journey practitioner who is now a close friend. Together, we are on missions to expose and end this depravity as well as all those who are healing from it, amidst the grief, shock and sadness we each experience in being witnesses to the cruelty and lives lost to it.
Only recently, I have looked more deeply into the ‘why me’? This is a really important quest for every survivor I feel. It can be difficult to balance the extremes of the greatest debasement and humiliation with the truth of who we really are and why we have endured these experiences.
The testimonies and realizations of those who started recovering their memories decades ago, has spurred me on. I see similar themes. There are many of us who have realized the limitlessness of our true being now, how we came into our lives from dimensions where war, conflict, harming, murdering and torturing didn’t exist, that we are here to bring heaven to earth.
Part of my healing has been to explore my being on these dimensions. I kind of got forced into it when my life became so vulnerable from the injuries sustained and kept silent and suppressed inside, as I generally found that those around me, just didn’t care nor want to know. So, meditation and yoga as my allowed, have become mainstays for my survival and sanity as well.
It wasn’t until I was able to resolve so many experiences and free myself of the tortuous mind control programming that came with the terrifying events I went through. It was also the deep clearing of entities, often called demons that allowed me to manage my healing better. That shut up a lot of unwanted noise in my head, voices that were not my own and ones that had dangerous intentions for me.
There was a lot of religious programming for me, with Lord’s supper type scenarios where sacrifices were made and the consumption of them forced on me. Easter celebrates and manipulates this as well.
I used to be a pastor’s wife in a church that was protecting paedophilia, grooming and the Satanic black magick practices my ex-husband was caught up in. He was a preacher and pastor by day and entered into a dark fantasy world of going down to hell and doing sexual acts by night. It was an addiction which invited masses of dark entities into the home.
I have since discovered that there is a Luciferian version of Jesus. This is a gross imitation and mimicry of the most pure and divine forces in this universe, as I see it. The real ‘Jesus’ I now know and interact with, never left me and was with me in a very personal way.
I still have difficulty using that name, as historically, the letter J wasn’t invented until some time after this beautiful presence made himself known on Earth. As I have talked with many people now, from many cultures, I have come to see that this divine being who is quick to banish nefarious entities upon request, is there in every culture and in every land.
There are many names for the same being. Like you and I, he is a multi-dimensional being who will make himself known uniquely to each and every one of us. I am so relieved by this connection. I finally am capable of truly knowing that he is extremely keen to clear up my life, protect me from those of the Satanic faiths that still seem intent on extinguishing me, silencing me and shoving me out of their way.
If you haven’t connected to this powerful, ever-loving being, all you need to do is ask and he will reveal himself to you personally. My prayers always invite in only the highest of the high frequency beings in to heal and support me. I am still anxious about lower frequency beings, so it works well for me this way.
I was deeply encouraged by a recent testimony on ‘The Imagination Podcast’, where a courageous and beautiful, loving survivor spoke of being connected with him her whole life. She reaffirmed to me that he is there for everyone actually. I know now that is simply up to us to choose this for ourselves, to lift us up out these dark and hellish pits where we were so brutally programmed to be other than who we truly are.
I don’t call myself a Christian. I don’t like being limited by labels or compartmentalized into boxes, naturally. Only I comprehend my reality with this beautiful presence and being in my life and it’s beyond words to talk about anyway.
My heart goes out to all survivors going through their memories, triggers, program clearing, the whole works. I really feel we are a foundational part of the great shift of humanity, that by our overcoming, through the most heinous social programming, we are living examples of the power and potential of the greatest of the human spirit.
I still get scriptures that pop up into my consciousness. There is a lot of truth, particularly, in the New Testament of the Bible, and also a lot of deception. I feel, it is our frequency and intentions that matter and enable us to discern the true parts. It’s connection from my heart and freedom from seeking to comprehend things mentally.
The scripture that comes to me at this time, is from the sermon on the Mount, where Jesus said, the least will become the greatest and the meek will inherit the Earth. This fits so well with my desire for equality where every soul is equally valued in this world and that we who have endured so much, have become meek enough to care for and harmonize with creation.
I see, us all as an essential part of co-creating a new Earth reality that is balanced and in harmony with the whole field of our existence. So, I encourage all survivors to hang in there, through thick and thin, to realize your true 100% uncompromisable value.
Reach out to those who are willing to support you through the darkest times, and if there is a lack of that, as there was once for me, to invite that support into your life. This incredibly beautiful multi-dimensional being, known to many as Jesus, is the one who I believe guides us to save ourselves.
I don’t mean to instruct anyone in anything. I am simply conveying my heart felt sentiments as a fellow survivor. I am every grateful for all those who are contributing to end this suffering once and for all, all those who protect and care about the life force of the vulnerable children and animals.
May we truly rise above it all. We have taken on a lot of heavy lifting for humanity. It is what it is. I certainly don’t feel like the hero that some people accuse me of being. We are all like family to me. The balance between the polar extremes keeps us humble. I find that most survivors know they are here to be of service.
May that service come with joy, faith, freedom and contentment as well. So much love to you.
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Thank you Poppy Joy! Beautifully written. 🫂❤️
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