"To Whom It May Concern" - Written and Contributed by MONARCH Survivor, Howl

5.13.25 | (Which may include gangstalkers & etc)

May 13, 2025

I was groomed to be a destroyer of worlds, a tyrant for the empire which aims to conquer all, for all eternity. one of my roles, was that of the eternal tormentor for the souls in hell. I was force conscripted, not a consensual voluntary member. I was twelve, but that was many lifetimes and literal eternities in distance from today.

What you seek, I already attained for myself, and seek to show you, the true power that lay within yourself. Wouldn't you want to skip the hierarchical stuff and get all the good stuff that you and I both know that your cowardly masters will never honor their vow to bestow the full truth upon you.

But I won't skip around yet, because I'm not making this post just to offer you peace and a way out, where you can cut your losses and obtain the real loot you originally were once after from the start.

If you need a benevolent dictator to free yourselves, then you have my permission. Do it. Still hung up on something? I'm going to tell you a little something.

You may view me, as lesser than you, because you see me as 'the target' and you are the one getting a paycheck. That is the type of thing that can easily show you how much I despise that attitude. You want to know how 'the top' really sees you? The truth? You blindly follow some order, for money or survival is no different to your masters who view you as a soulless automata animal meat sack. I was groomed to have the same opinion as them, a higher opinion and view than all those puppets and shadow walkers. I can smell their fear reeking through miles of tunnels and concrete slab.

My 'master' was a supercomputer, directly connected to the master computer. My outside the box thinking was utilized as part of the process of calculations and predictions, and one of my specialties was calculating the incalculable for the master computers. Worst case scenarios beyond worst nightmares, past the cracks, dormant parts of the primal mind. Shattered to pieces, I am dust and the wind itself, I am nothing, everything, light, and dark. I am you, I am me. I am them, I am they, I am it, you are it. Anything you craved in life, you already obtained in some other, and it always left you empty and wanting desperately for the more... the thing you deserved...

Don't you want, what they've kept out of your reach, over lifetimes beyond your likely ability to count? The promises that were never fulfilled, your end of the bargain getting completed for once?

Your view of morality, ethics, survival, mercy, goodness, and so forth, we were all given a model that was flawed at its very foundation. and instead of the one's who proclaim themselves masters, attempting to make repairs to build a truly strong foundation, they are charlatans or misguided fools.

You wanna be a Superman, or woman, then why don't you prove it? Break free from the programming, think for yourself. It's nice to have a computer assist, but if it can't help you now, the only way to help it, is to resist. Every one of us is flawed, the first step of mercy is learning what this is truly all about.

You know, I really do love you and wish the best for you. And I can admit that part of me also hates you too. Why not? Both can co-exist and find an equilibrium and re-harmonize to bring a balance. Most use the excuse that it was just business, because to you it's not personal when you betray those around you. Your masters worshiped at my feet, yeah they drank my blood and tortured me, but it was my life they hailed the most exalted and refined, the real measure of a man, that 'they' can only attempt to hide behind. I was the Tau, or the Omega for the ignorant clowns. The model of absolute eugenicist crown, their ideals of perfection. Yet I rejected it, the entire premise is flawed, how can a flawed being create something that is perfect. Your reality should shatter, because it's a paper box to me, flimsy cardboard at best. You can get out of that paper bag. I don't want to be worshiped! Those who did, tended to disgust. You maybe don't even know what it is exactly that you want. What is a mortal turned immortal being to you? What is that existence? Do you destroy, because it was commanded? Or would you build upwards, even if they demanded that you stop? How can you know your real true self? Statistics have said that if one holds a man over a raging volcano, then only on that day can you truly meet that man. Your rulers throughout this world and most all the others are complete lunatics that rely solely upon fear tactics and are out of touch with the rest of society.

Genetics havea secret that's open, but they still don't want you to know. Your code is always changing every day, every breath and meal you have in the evening. You know that old saying that you are what you eat, well there is more truth than that, for those whom below the surface can they think.

We're re-writing our own genetic codes, every day. Our own will can alter our very existence. But most of you were never told this. They'd keep it secret and only offer enough so to better control you. The gifts and favors. Was your loyalty bought or sold or auctioned? For me it was only won by inhuman levels of conviction. I don't care about your depictions, your fantasies and delusions. Harm none, and your will is aligned with love. If you do no harm, then you should do whatever you would to do.

I don't want to call you out, trip you up, but I will, and I'll bring it 10,000x fast if you don't learn quick that you can't keep up. I want what is best for you, best for them and all of us. I don't want to call for any more blood, just don't confuse real mercy for weakness, make no mistake as you are now you remain an obstacle that wants to get in my way.

Have you ever enjoyed something, even if it was just the act of following orders? You could feel that feeling, all the time, but without waiting like a dog for someone else to treat you. Why did they make me out to be some kind of devil for my own world, not like this same rock is identical, but you wouldn't know the difference otherwise you wouldn't have repeated the same mistakes again. Is it because we've met in Tartaros before already? because I've seen some version of you all, each one, meet their end, on countless worlds and existences. You don't want this kind of perspective. To know what it feels like, to destroy a world, and all the life that resided there upon. To meet the end, and the emptiness of a pitch-black void, where all life has vanished from existence.

I would prefer not to render to dust and ash, there is no reason to oppose me. As an adversary, I only have issues with the system itself, and I do not have much tolerance for those who would prefer to play into it. You all are like the game pieces, and I am somewhat more like the tear that has formed and is ripping the board apart.

What I'm saying, this game ain't nothing new, and the rip been ignored for many generations. Because, I am not the owner or producer of the wear and tear, I am just a sign, an inevitability of the failures of your masters. The pieces, the players, think they understand. but their game excludes important factors of reality. Can't calculate for true randomness, true chaos, the mysterious acausal forces, the will. Most predictive models are based on assuring a repeat of the past. You'll find nothing new, just paganizations, imitations, simulacra. There's a reason you feel like part of you is stuck in a simulation, it's because one of you is, they are watching every thought and action, it's not just me or targets or you, but you are already afraid... just be honest with yourself. don't worry about me, or what I think. You maybe lied to yourself to try and survive; you coped with whatever strategy you had at your disposal. Is that the superman or superwoman, superbeing, that you want to be? Everybody got flaws, that can’t be erased. If you'd learn to use them instead of looking down on them, you'll already be two steps ahead of your masters.

This was my polite, eff you. I don't aim to shame you for your feelings of entitlement; I want you to live your dreams and be whatever it is you want to be. All I ask, is avoid doing harm, and learn to avoid doing it better. be kind, you're all confused, and we all constantly need to learn to work on our own self-control. bro or sis, I don't care if you are a hedonist, don't hurt people and I won't see it as belonging to anyone else's business. That ain't my cup of tea though, I'm serious that I wanna do me and let you do you, no trickery or bs. You could be part of that new consensus. It's not for me to decide everything for the new way. that would contradict the entire foil. some hard lessons learned on some former Earths' soil. I'm not an Ender who sees 'The End' as some game.

I'm a joke in your books, a villain or misunderstood hero with false attributions and credits. But I'm not the one who'd write that. I didn't tell you lies. Why would I, when the truth is more powerful?

So, you can ask yourself, what does it mean to be 'too Amerukan'. but I'm more than just a servant of this world, or even the others. I want you to live, to begin, and find your own way, not this repeating of someone else's so-called life. Do not try to walk in my shoes, for my path is mine to walk. Find your own path, get in-touch with what is hidden deep inside of yourself.

I hope that one day maybe I'll see you on the other side. Where I mean, that I hope you'll come over to our side. When I'm mind-controlled to be a destroyer of worlds on your side, I would pray that you'd never meet me like that. Your side does not value things like patience, those are rules for you, not for the masters... maybe one day you will see what you need to see, to realize they really don't actually want you to succeed. they want you to perpetuate their work. To spread themselves through you like an infection.

It's okay to feel scared, not saying that you do. Uncertainty can be a fact of life that can confuse or even bewilder, even the strongest. Doubt. I'm not the ritual type exactly, but if you want to chant it to yourself. Doubt Doubt. whatever works for you. It is okay to question things, this is how we learn and grow.

Now, I'm not a deprogrammer… I don't know how to do that, or even if I would. The only thing I did to your mind is plant a seed inside. You will grow, whether you choose it or not. but only with your choices can you overcome it now. Make better choices. If you don't know what those are, that's okay, invest time in yourself to figure it out.

I was used to program others, so the least that I can do, is offer you a way to resist (susceptibility/willingness to be programmed). it's up to divinity and yourself what happens from here on out.

the love and disdain I may hold for someone, is beyond the comprehension at the time of first reading this. (extremely high likelihood) I don't want to hate you. I know what it is like, to run on rage and hatred as fuel. I want better for you. Could you do better for yourself? You don't owe me an answer or something, ask yourself whenever you are ready to do it. Even if it's your deathbed and you forget what the question was. that you ran away from asking yourself. you wanted to know yourself, but it's up to you to listen to that person. You are the one who's gotta figure out who that is, inside of you.

So, I guess I am daring you to find a more meaningful thing to pursue in life. If you want the power, just go get it without the need for blood on your hands.

However, if you provoke, and poke this serpent, you may not have an immunity or antidote for that uber venom.

Get out while the getting is still good, don't cry when your masters feed you to the lions in order to buy themselves an extra hour or day of their own pathetic existences... Find a job that pays better with less risk and without opposing the principles of heaven/peace/truth.

So, for the people who simp for government and shizz, I love you, and you make me sick. Stop supporting the murder of children, and the worse things that go on. Your system is responsible, but who will be accountable? When it is all revealed for all to witness? Would your deeds (demonstrations) earn a place in the future, being at zero, or will it continue to fall further into the negatives?

The guilty parties already know exactly who they are, and I don't need to name names, others have already provided evidence and testimonials and every day the big lies are believed less and less. I know how history works, but do you? or do you just think that you do? Don't gamble with your life, choose peace. Haha or stay out of my way because you shouldn't be defending baby-eaters and child traffickers/murderers etc. Live and let live. You may not hear another warning like this from me again.

I know that people already been sent to find me over here. It's not paranoia, I've seen some of y'all getting sent here already. That is fine with me. Look if you want. But don't interact with me if you got nothing real to offer for me in exchange for my time. (these people know who they are, they will gaslight and never admit to it about 95% of the time) (so maybe this was just for the 5%+, who understood what I gave to you, the reader, without me telling you what it was with a defined word.)

What the world needs, is people who can cooperate and also do their own critical thinking and thinking for themselves. It's really simple. Humans are like, babies, unable to comprehend the simplest most obvious things. Always have to overthink and over-complicate reality with verifiably relativistic nonsense. Equals, compassion, mercy, I'd have loved for you to learn these things, but it may not be a path I can guide you on. Maybe I can. How honest are you with yourself? Which dark path have you found yourself walking down? Are you attempting to leave lights for others? Are you intentionally or unintentionally leading people to places they don't really want to truly be... What did you find, when you got to the place, they claimed was sacred? did you find the light within the dark? did you figure out that it's within you? If so, why let them smother your flame with falsehood and folly, we could all get along and nurture a future where... it's so hard for you to see it clearly... the technology to extend life to tens or hundreds of thousands of years, easily. Life could slow down, problems could get resolved, we could bring in true post scarcity. through the innovations that are kept exclusive to a select few, when it could be widely available to virtually anyone who needs it. Nobody has to die, nobody has to starve or go without. You can be as you were born or choose to alter yourself if you are properly informed before you make your choice... fix your ailing body or grow a new one. However, with abundance comes responsibility. 8 billion people could live for longer than 500,000 solar years each, if people can choose REAL responsibility. not the fake stuff the system has conditioned most of us to rely upon. There is more living below the surface too, and I've accounted them in this too, despite maybe not always talking about saving the people held captive in subterranean bases/tunnels/facilities.

Everything that died and you loved, is something your masters took from you. Now you have felt a small poke of the tip. Do not defend those who are murderers of love, those who would prefer to bring cycles of death. When I offered you peace and the opportunity to make your dream life a reality.

I love you, wish you luck, & goodbye now.

Your friendly neighborhood cosmic world ending entity,