This episode certainly was timely for me. I know I was in a gifted program, starting in the early 70s. Right before this episode, I had memories about being in some sort of school like thing, but my mother would take me there by having me hide in the passenger foot well of the car. It was not a normal place or program. And the memories I do have in public school..I never was in class doing thing like other kids and I was taken places. It's some messed up stuff and this episode gave me more questions to consider. Thank you.
Thanks for all your time in putting this information together Emma and Grey. I can barely remember my childhood and was in the Gate program.
When I woke up (to the truth) my adult kids were affected in a huge way.
Not only did I have to expose the family programming but also our city and to be honest now that the worse is over I feel we all handled it fairly well.
Definitely took them all for one last ride lmbooo
I have a 7 yo to protect and with your help, the help of other survivors you aid me in being strong, resilient, adamant and consistent,
We homeschool so when our abusers try their stuff we just add more fun and more freedom to our itinerary 🤓
Sending so much love and hugs your way for all you do, Substack is pretty cool too ❣️😘😍
What a testimony! I LOVE your resiliency and playfulness with the terrors inflicted on you and your family. You are staying in the light with God and nothing bothers the enemy more than that! Bless you sister! Prayers for continued protection for you and your family! Thank you for all your support!
I also remember those clunky, HEAVY 1970's brown headphones now from the picture. Does anyone else remember the headphone-accompanied filmstrip which we were "expected" to click/"advance" at the "beep?" (I now wonder what kind of subliminal were embedded in all that "70's technology.."
I also had some very curious "rheumatic fever" health issues as a child and had a home tutor as I missed most of 2nd grade. I discuss this in My Story, Part One.
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Also, I just remembered how much school I missed for "stage band." I played the alto saxophone from 8 years old on, and we would go to malls, retirement homes, nearby elementary schools, etc. It seemed like I was frequently being taken for rides in vans for "band.." I also remember those color-"coded?" "SRA" reading books VEEY VIVIDLY..
Reposting my earlier comments from a related post of Emma's as they are very relevant here:
Although I wasn't in any organized program, I was given MANY intelligence tests as a child. I typically scored in the 98th percentile. I did so well in math that I was placed in a 6th grade pre-algebra class when I was in 1st grade. I learned to read at about age 2. Both of my parents were school teachers (my father a college professor of both physics and chemistry). He gave me a college algebra book with a trigonometry section for my 10th birthday. I'm sure all this got me on someone's "radar" as a child.
Emma I am one of these people who were in this as kids. I am from the Russel Blood line intergenerational sexual abuse family. (on both sides of my family, My Father's Father and my Mother's Father were both Russels.) Bishop LeRoy T Matthiesen installed pedophiles all around us from the Jemez Springs New Mexico rehab for pedophile priests called The Servants of the Paraclete.(bishopaccountability.org is where I learned this information) I was trained with the SRA books in Catholic School. I was in Bluebirds in Catholic School. I have the same strange way of typing really fast with only 3 fingers on each hand that the Grey Zone guy talks about that blew my mind when I heard him say that when I first found his youtube channel. My brother Jim wrote a letter as he was dying in 2021 from the clot shots admitting to killing babies and I know what he is referring to because he told me about it when I was in my early 20s. This letter only recently came to light when one of his kids found it in a box of stuff she had not unpacked that she inherited from my brother when he died. I started an organization called Survivor's League Against Pedophiles in Power S.L.A.P.P.! Which is basically just me alone screaming into a hurricane of corruption. My rumble channel Truth Bomb Mary WWMD is under attack from a pedophile troll who claims to be an admirer of the Taliban and is probably some fat American greaseball in his mommy's basement, this scum bag has child sexual abuse material as his profile picture and claims to have more captive child slaves every time this liar changes his name to come back and attack my channel again. I know this is happening because I am over the target or the intel agents or whoever they are would not be taking the time to desperately attack my channel. I would really like to join forces with the Grey Zone guy I have a degree in Applied Behavior Analysis and graduated #1 in my class with a perfect 4.0. I triggered this pedophile troll to start revealing things about himself with a thumbnail of Red Foreman sitting at a table with a sign that says "Dead Pedophiles Don't Reoffend, Prove Me Wrong" The very first time I got an attack from this loser pedophile was on a comment about the death penalty for pedophiles law in Florida on the very first day I did an interview with a false narrative pushing channel I have now figured out the agenda they are pushing (They don't want me reporting on Iranian Spy Ariane Tabatabai who was installed by Robert Malley who lost his security clearance. Tabatabai kept her security clearance and is the head of the cabinet for Christopher Maier an assistant to the head of the Department of Defense). Law enforcement watches my work and I hunt pedophiles. This pedo troll has been reported to multiple law enforcement agencies and I know someone watches my work because when I post videos set to private they get a bunch of views. (I did this as an experiment to see if anyone is watching. I posted a video as private unable to be viewed by anyone but me and it got 20 views.) I can provide my transcript in college to confirm graduating #1 in my class in Applied Behavior Analysis. #1 class rank for the entire graduating class from the University I attended.
I'm positive that the military hypnotized the children so they wouldn't remember what they were doing in "the gifted class" -- I don't. All I remember was thinking that they weren't teaching us anything; it seemed wierd and a waste of time.
I was in one of those programs, but I don't recall how long it went for or when/why it ended. I also don't remember much of my childhood, though I think that has more to do with having little interest in cultivating those memories. My dad was a teacher and was really eager for me to be in the program, but I still don't know why I only remember the beginning and nothing else.
This episode certainly was timely for me. I know I was in a gifted program, starting in the early 70s. Right before this episode, I had memories about being in some sort of school like thing, but my mother would take me there by having me hide in the passenger foot well of the car. It was not a normal place or program. And the memories I do have in public school..I never was in class doing thing like other kids and I was taken places. It's some messed up stuff and this episode gave me more questions to consider. Thank you.
Thanks for all your time in putting this information together Emma and Grey. I can barely remember my childhood and was in the Gate program.
When I woke up (to the truth) my adult kids were affected in a huge way.
Not only did I have to expose the family programming but also our city and to be honest now that the worse is over I feel we all handled it fairly well.
Definitely took them all for one last ride lmbooo
I have a 7 yo to protect and with your help, the help of other survivors you aid me in being strong, resilient, adamant and consistent,
We homeschool so when our abusers try their stuff we just add more fun and more freedom to our itinerary 🤓
Sending so much love and hugs your way for all you do, Substack is pretty cool too ❣️😘😍
What a testimony! I LOVE your resiliency and playfulness with the terrors inflicted on you and your family. You are staying in the light with God and nothing bothers the enemy more than that! Bless you sister! Prayers for continued protection for you and your family! Thank you for all your support!
I also remember those clunky, HEAVY 1970's brown headphones now from the picture. Does anyone else remember the headphone-accompanied filmstrip which we were "expected" to click/"advance" at the "beep?" (I now wonder what kind of subliminal were embedded in all that "70's technology.."
I also had some very curious "rheumatic fever" health issues as a child and had a home tutor as I missed most of 2nd grade. I discuss this in My Story, Part One.
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Also, I just remembered how much school I missed for "stage band." I played the alto saxophone from 8 years old on, and we would go to malls, retirement homes, nearby elementary schools, etc. It seemed like I was frequently being taken for rides in vans for "band.." I also remember those color-"coded?" "SRA" reading books VEEY VIVIDLY..
VERY VIVIDLY
Reposting my earlier comments from a related post of Emma's as they are very relevant here:
Although I wasn't in any organized program, I was given MANY intelligence tests as a child. I typically scored in the 98th percentile. I did so well in math that I was placed in a 6th grade pre-algebra class when I was in 1st grade. I learned to read at about age 2. Both of my parents were school teachers (my father a college professor of both physics and chemistry). He gave me a college algebra book with a trigonometry section for my 10th birthday. I'm sure all this got me on someone's "radar" as a child.
Emma I am one of these people who were in this as kids. I am from the Russel Blood line intergenerational sexual abuse family. (on both sides of my family, My Father's Father and my Mother's Father were both Russels.) Bishop LeRoy T Matthiesen installed pedophiles all around us from the Jemez Springs New Mexico rehab for pedophile priests called The Servants of the Paraclete.(bishopaccountability.org is where I learned this information) I was trained with the SRA books in Catholic School. I was in Bluebirds in Catholic School. I have the same strange way of typing really fast with only 3 fingers on each hand that the Grey Zone guy talks about that blew my mind when I heard him say that when I first found his youtube channel. My brother Jim wrote a letter as he was dying in 2021 from the clot shots admitting to killing babies and I know what he is referring to because he told me about it when I was in my early 20s. This letter only recently came to light when one of his kids found it in a box of stuff she had not unpacked that she inherited from my brother when he died. I started an organization called Survivor's League Against Pedophiles in Power S.L.A.P.P.! Which is basically just me alone screaming into a hurricane of corruption. My rumble channel Truth Bomb Mary WWMD is under attack from a pedophile troll who claims to be an admirer of the Taliban and is probably some fat American greaseball in his mommy's basement, this scum bag has child sexual abuse material as his profile picture and claims to have more captive child slaves every time this liar changes his name to come back and attack my channel again. I know this is happening because I am over the target or the intel agents or whoever they are would not be taking the time to desperately attack my channel. I would really like to join forces with the Grey Zone guy I have a degree in Applied Behavior Analysis and graduated #1 in my class with a perfect 4.0. I triggered this pedophile troll to start revealing things about himself with a thumbnail of Red Foreman sitting at a table with a sign that says "Dead Pedophiles Don't Reoffend, Prove Me Wrong" The very first time I got an attack from this loser pedophile was on a comment about the death penalty for pedophiles law in Florida on the very first day I did an interview with a false narrative pushing channel I have now figured out the agenda they are pushing (They don't want me reporting on Iranian Spy Ariane Tabatabai who was installed by Robert Malley who lost his security clearance. Tabatabai kept her security clearance and is the head of the cabinet for Christopher Maier an assistant to the head of the Department of Defense). Law enforcement watches my work and I hunt pedophiles. This pedo troll has been reported to multiple law enforcement agencies and I know someone watches my work because when I post videos set to private they get a bunch of views. (I did this as an experiment to see if anyone is watching. I posted a video as private unable to be viewed by anyone but me and it got 20 views.) I can provide my transcript in college to confirm graduating #1 in my class in Applied Behavior Analysis. #1 class rank for the entire graduating class from the University I attended.
God bless yall
I'm positive that the military hypnotized the children so they wouldn't remember what they were doing in "the gifted class" -- I don't. All I remember was thinking that they weren't teaching us anything; it seemed wierd and a waste of time.
I was in one of those programs, but I don't recall how long it went for or when/why it ended. I also don't remember much of my childhood, though I think that has more to do with having little interest in cultivating those memories. My dad was a teacher and was really eager for me to be in the program, but I still don't know why I only remember the beginning and nothing else.